Prose about revelations

Do you ever feel like there is something right in front of you that you’re just not seeing? I always have that feeling, and then every once in a while there’s this gust of clarity, and it’s all like BAM. Everything suddenly makes sense. You see things the way they are. You see him the way he is, and you see the way he sees you and it just works. Then you wonder why it took you so long to realize it when it was right underneath your nose the whole time but you don’t care because you are so flipping happy. Yeah. It’s a good feeling.

Room revamping

I just bought a Bob Marley lamp. It's shaped like a guitar. Need I say more?

What's this? A BLOG?

Hi there!

Whoa now, I totally forgot that I had a blog. I guess I just gave up, because my blog could never be as cool as CARLA's anyways.

So I went to Europe. It was great fun, and I had a whirlwind romance with a guy from LIVERPOOL named JUDE. No joke, it was like across the universe comes to life. Well, it wasn't a SUPER romance but it was still tres memorable and oh my God, I miss his adoarbleness and pretty accent and nice fingernails. Sigh.

So we went to Spain, France and Italy. (He was in one of the groups travelling with us). It was sicknasty, it really was, I feel so worldly now, because I had never really gone outside of North America, unless you count Hawaii, which you shouldn't, because it's part of the United States. Retard.

So American Idol is great this year. I love David Cook! Also Jason and Carly, but David Cook is sooo the best.

First day back at school today, was very jetlagged and I am very upset with my planning popup book mark. I lost a mark because apparently Elvis was not RELEVANT to my project, even though it was a picture of him LAUGHING, and the project was about how I want to be a COMEDY writer. Like the haha type.

I bought a writer's journal magazing, so I intend to enter a bunch of contests to vamp up my portfolionette. That's French for portfolio, probably.

Well, this was fun, we had lots of catching up to do. I hope 1+ person reads it! (Fingers crossed)

Peace,
Ray

Josiah Leming

One of the most talented eighteen year olds I have ever seen. Why they kicked him off American Idol I'll never know, if it were up to the public it never would have happened. But whatever, he doesn't need it.

He is an amazing song writer, everyone should go to youtube and check out some of the stuff he's written. My personal favourite is

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQX0yhb-kUc

He's seriously insanely talented and I have decided that I'm going to marry him, much to the heartbreak of the boy behind my house that I stalk.

peace,
RAY

Lost Returns (finally)

And it's so effing amazing!!!

Can't wait for next week when Sawyer and Kate have all the Skex (spoiler, haha). It's just amazingly mind blowing this season. I am officially in love with Daniel Faraday and the flash forwards just blow my mind (even though Sayid is a bit of a slime ball).

AND THE WRITER'S STRIKE IS OVER. Dancing on the rooftops right now

Peace, RAY

Kiddies!!

AGH I love kids. So so much.

I volunteer in the junior school lunch room three times a week and they're so freaking adorable. Expecially this one girl, who always stands up to make announcements about how wild animals are dangerous and how life is a fickle friend. And she's five! She's a freaking genius. I'm seriously just going to kidnap her and her little chubby cheeks....

Now I'm also working in after school care, because I'm starved for leadership hours.

I've already chosen my children's names:

Isobel (Izzie) Marie
Eloise Rolande
Evan Douglas

And I shall have them in that order. Other fave names are : Finnigan (finn), Dennison (Denny), Alia, Remy and Jeremiah Ryan (JR).

I FRIGGIN' LOVE BABIES!

Peace,
Ray who FRIGGIN LOVES BABIES

Examens...

Suck eggs! Seriously, I am so super swamped over here I BARELY have time to watch Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide (which is my new fave show by the way, and only half because of the title.)

I'm seriously going to fail all my exams, though. Because I....don't really study that much. I just can't do it, my brain isn't programmed to concentrate!

On a happier sappier note, a really hott guy just moved in behind my house. Originally, I was really pissed at people for cutting down those beautiful trees to make houses, and I still am, but there are still some trees, and he's oh so attractive...

Unfortunately, when i put my dogs outside last night and he was in his yard, I had to hide because I was wearing red and white striped shorts and blue snowboots....I'll just have tp randomly walk by his house in a cocktail dress and be all "oh, did you just move in? TEEHEEHEE!"

Peace,
Ray